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I am: Cyberphiliac alien hermit from Etherea who eats, sleeps, draws and uses technology, slowly attenuating her brain capacity. Proudly nonsocial introvert, obsessive daydreamer oneirophile poopswirl-doodler, vegan-fetishizer, purple monkey, artist grapeleaf-addict. You can find me reading wasting time wishing I wasn't wasting time, writing in my philoso-journal.... Zoymilk is the drink of troglodyte insomniac unicorn riders!

SPECIAL UPDATE ABOUT KIDDONET!!1

lone-star-grl:

Hello everyone,

Long ago I have posted my good memories on Kiddonet and thought all hope was lost.

FORTUNATELY!

Everyone’s good childhood website can be found here!

I had originally thought it would never be seen again. I was wrong. xD

So go on, enjoy your childhood now and FOREVER!

How is this possible?

— 1 year ago with 69 notes

#kiddonet  #what ever happened to kiddonet  #kiddonet website  #kiddonet news  #kiddonetupdate  #girlsense 
Spy on us, we’ll spy on you. The East is watching. http://www.theeastmovie.com

Spy on us, we’ll spy on you. The East is watching. http://www.theeastmovie.com

— 1 year ago

psql:

Digital version of this thing for Maya!

this is so cool! makes me want to draw up a wild space vista in juuuuicy water color pencils:) alien cows ftw~!

psql:

Digital version of this thing for Maya!

this is so cool! makes me want to draw up a wild space vista in juuuuicy water color pencils:) alien cows ftw~!

— 1 year ago with 1417 notes

#art  #space cow  #surreal  #comic art  #illustration 
Useless Negativity?

There is enough darkness in this world. There is enough of it around this planet, and it doesn’t help that there are people with no intention but to fill the world with more shadows just because they want to somehow shine brighter in comparison with the rest of us. But what is the use?

It is a good thing that we have the option to mould our perceptions of everything we experience. Otherwise, gaining control of our minds would be so much easier, and this would be a destitute wasteland of soulless androids. I am passed allowing asinine strings of words to weave into a noose from which to hang my pride. 

Stand up for yourself, Think for yourself. Have conviction. Nothing else matters.

— 1 year ago with 4 notes

#stand up for yourself  #no more negativity  #be positive  #be strong  #think for yourself  #don't listen to them 
Anonymous asked: why do you sound so fucking pretentious? you don't sound intelligent and mature... you sound OBNOXIOUS - stop trying so hard.


Answer:

if you don’t like it, ignore it. i’m not trying for anyone, let alone you :)

have a nice day!

— 1 year ago with 1 note

Dark Valentine-“Jabberwocky”

this hearkens back to my Victorian goth thing in High School <3 that will never go away haha

— 1 year ago with 1 note

#dark valentine  #jabberwocky  #goth  #victorian goth  #gothic victorian  #steampunk  #christian goth  #christian goth band  #lewis carroll  #alice in wonderland 

there’s more with this came from, and it’s damn good.

This song really brings me back to that good 90s stuff. Heavy, dark and completely honest. Music was raw, straight from the soul, it was drug-like, hallucinogenic, and it was true and real and you can taste the sweat of the hard working musicians in the studio. You could hear how they felt while they sang or played the instruments, and it was about the music, not the likes and how many times their names appeared on Twitter or Google or Facebook. There was REAL rock on the radio. Rock doesn’t play on the radio anymore. Fuel, Orgy….Ugh

Anyway, just a feeling I had. Nothing really to do with this specific song. It’s all just perception, but man do I feel bad for the generation growing up now, the scatwad refuse that they have to listen to and watch and read. Makes me want to rip out my colon and hang myself with it from the Empire State building. The septic sludge oozing out of speakers, phones and iPods nowadays makes me scared for the future. The banal, tasteless, unoriginal fecal failure that pervades entertainment culture makes me imagine a future that is completely fake and disconnected. 

Enough rambling. Enjoy the song.

— 1 year ago with 1 note

#industrial rock  #industrial metal  #industrial  #music  #song  #celldweller  #AP2  #Argyle Park  #electronic rock  #electronic metal  #Fixt  #Klayton  #Subkulture 

danielkrall:

OH! Also, there’s a giant robot.

This is just too sublime. If this was a comic I’d read it, or cartoon I’d watch it! 

— 1 year ago with 1958 notes

#giant robot  #gundam  #scifi  #doom cannon  #art  #Daniel Krall 
Rise of the ‘Cognitive Alien’

There is no planet Earth.
This sphere is ambiguity, of extremes, of opposition and of harmony, this globular nebulous mass of intelligences and awarenesses, this great circle of cycles, ring of repetition, spinning ball of revolution, is Earth, and Earth is a collective dream. 

And we all live on our own planets. Planets separated by deep chasms, bottomless gorges, unfathomable rifts, eternal oceans, light years of darkness, incessant abysses of stars. 

But we share this collective dream. We are terraformed. We are a confederation of planets. We are a solar system deluded into believing that we are one world, and One, and One and One. In all our differences, even our spaces apart, we believe we are one, when we are all lonely Oneexisting in a conglomeration of amalgamated dreams. Of believed reality, that contradicts actuality.

you know what. I’ve matured in the past minute. I realize it now. I admire those insane people who believe that their word is final, that they are somehow close in greatness to God, that they know the True Truth, that they are what humanity needs to become perfect. I admire their gall. Their bravery. Their cantankerous and offensive gasconades, teetering on the edges of satyrical ridiculousness. These are the people that tear necessary rifts between the Deluded Sheep. Separate the sick from the vivacious. The sane from the insane.

Little by little they draw necessary lines between a mass nebula of disharmonious lab rats led to believe that Reality is a shared experience, rather than it being an individual interpretation of Actuality. Let them keep springing up all over the world. They are doing what they were put here for.

Whoever said division was wrong? There is a growing illusion, a mirage, that says that all humans are the same and can live in harmony and peace, as long as we all wake up realize that we are all kin. The Arch Reality, is that we are all aliens from various planets all standing on one ever-morphing soil separated by arcane seas and imaginary borderlines created by the artists of deception. 

Now, I hope, whoever read this, could recognize the blatant vomitorium of cynicism that was this written-out cerebral diarrhea. 

But I am not afraid to rise up and reveal my true identity. I am an alien, of mind, of way and of genome. I have no match on this “planet” and neither do you. It is about time we build up our walls, and pretend that many things that we see, hear, touch, smell, taste and experience don’t exist.

— 1 year ago

#space  #alien  #planet  #spacey rambling  #crazy ideas  #philosophy  #psychology  #cognitive alien  #isolation  #human condition  #paradigm shift  #cynic  #cynicism  #pessimistic musing  #manifesto 
science-junkie:

You Don’t “Own” Your Own GenesResearchers Raise Alarm about Loss of Individual “Genomic Liberty” Due to Gene Patents That May Impact the Era of Personalized Medicine.Humans don’t “own” their own genes, the cellular chemicals that define who they are and what diseases they might be at risk for. Through more than 40,000 patents on DNA molecules, companies have essentially claimed the entire human genome for profit, report two researchers who analyzed the patents on human DNA. Their study, published March 25 in the journal Genome Medicine, raises an alarm about the loss of individual “genomic liberty.” 
“If these patents are enforced, our genomic liberty is lost,” says Dr. Mason, an assistant professor of physiology and biophysics and computational genomics in computational biomedicine at the Institute for Computational Biomedicine at Weill Cornell. “Just as we enter the era of personalized medicine, we are ironically living in the most restrictive age of genomics. You have to ask, how is it possible that my doctor cannot look at my DNA without being concerned about patent infringement?”
Source: weill.cornell.eduImage: [x]

This is creepy but not surprising. The lust for money will always end up more evil than any form of botched totalitarian-communism. Don&#8217;t fall for the facade of freedom, liberty and the big Dream. Money, the love for it, is indeed, the root of all evil.

science-junkie:

You Don’t “Own” Your Own Genes

Researchers Raise Alarm about Loss of Individual “Genomic Liberty” Due to Gene Patents That May Impact the Era of Personalized Medicine.

Humans don’t “own” their own genes, the cellular chemicals that define who they are and what diseases they might be at risk for. Through more than 40,000 patents on DNA molecules, companies have essentially claimed the entire human genome for profit, report two researchers who analyzed the patents on human DNA. Their study, published March 25 in the journal Genome Medicine, raises an alarm about the loss of individual “genomic liberty.” 

“If these patents are enforced, our genomic liberty is lost,” says Dr. Mason, an assistant professor of physiology and biophysics and computational genomics in computational biomedicine at the Institute for Computational Biomedicine at Weill Cornell. “Just as we enter the era of personalized medicine, we are ironically living in the most restrictive age of genomics. You have to ask, how is it possible that my doctor cannot look at my DNA without being concerned about patent infringement?”

Source: weill.cornell.edu
Image: [x]

This is creepy but not surprising. The lust for money will always end up more evil than any form of botched totalitarian-communism. Don’t fall for the facade of freedom, liberty and the big Dream. Money, the love for it, is indeed, the root of all evil.

(via thescienceofreality)

— 1 year ago with 1492 notes

#genome liberty  #government conspiracy  #dna bar code  #666  #medical conspiracy  #genetic freedom  #new world order  #secret agenda 
Excess REM

According to neurologists and psychologists, depressed people experience an excess of REM sleep, and an excess of REM sleep can be conducive to developing depression. It has been found that REM is not the only sleeping stage in which dreams occur. REM sleep is when the most vivid, most Freudian dreams occur. Just before REM, a regular dreaming stage happens, and usually these dreams are characterized by pleasant emotions, problem solving and satisfaction. REM dreams are like living in a parallel reality. You are experiencing a dream as you do life. 

Basically dreams are real. The brain has been designed to keep our bodies safe while we literally live on a neurological/fantastical plane at night. A paralysis befalls us as we enter REM sleep. Remove this paralysis and we would literally act out our dreams. This test has been performed on cats and dogs, and sure enough, scientists were able to observe what these animals were dreaming about. They even chased invisible prey, played with invisible toys. Looked around frantically as though they were outside instead of in a control zone.

But back to my point. I have noticed that I sleep longer when my circadian rhythm has been pulverized by late night indie-film and snacks nights, wild 9:30 to 4am work nights and refusal to wake from dreams even when I start waking up during the day. As an example, I woke up around 14:30 this afternoon. Yesterday I never went to sleep, then had an afternoon nap, and fell asleep after 2am. Lately have I been less motivated? Yes. Can I call it a full on depression? No, my journals aren’t filled with pre-suicidal musings. Yet. But I also have not been able to have lucid dreams. My dreams have felt real enough without me being conscious in them. Active Cognition and Active Volition intervals have been abundant, and frequent, 

Perhaps I just need to eat more peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Thhat’s supposed to be nice and choline rich. Bananas too. 

— 1 year ago with 2 notes

#lucid dreaming  #dreamer  #depression and sleep  #sleep deprivation  #REM sleep  #lucid dream  #circadian rythm  #choline and lucid dreams  #sleep  #somniology  #oneirology  #alien abduction and sleep 
Zoymilk: Don't Pull the Nice Guy Card With Me, The Next Ted Bundy →

devonwontgotoheaven:

nectyreen:

This is a rant for FAKE nice guys. Real nice guys are awesome!

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You call yourself a nice guy. I click on your profile and your friends list is rife with booty-popping, duckface-making, cleavage-shaking bimbos. You post statuses about how stupid, complicated and ridiculous girls are. How you…

I agree on some points other than slut shaming other women. If a woman wants to duck face or post her cleavage on facebook, by all means. I’m not one to judge. And, I have been noticing that these nice guys do pass up other women, because they don’t fit their ridiculous standards of women. What they don’t understand is that the media around them has presented and brainwashed them into believing they are the only version of attractive so that they can sell products (ridiculous amounts of makeup, expensive cosmetic operations, overpriced clothing). Often times, they blame women for being overweight regardless that the food advertised to us has addictive additives in them (high fructose corn syrup and MSG to name a few). Then, they turn around and expect women to accept them for their “inner beauty” (a.k.a. something they don’t really have either). It’s kind of a messed up viscious cycle their emotional immaturity won’t let them escape.

You brought up a really good point about slut shaming, and I apologize if I came off as closed minded when it comes to how women choose to present themselves. I think a woman has the right to wear what she wants and still expect people to respect her personal space.  

I have noticed a trend when it comes to the nice guy card. Usually, a male with a self-entitlement or megalomaniacal complex tends to misuse it as a way to coerce a close female friend into giving him sex. It’s not even about a relationship or a deeper friendship. It skips over the rainbow straight to “Give me sex. I deserve it. I did everything a prince charming is expected to do. No matter how I look, whether I weigh 600lbs or not, you are an attractive female friend and I deserve you simply because I have behaved in a prince charming manner”. Maybe the high maintenance female is looking for a high maintenance male, maybe she is popular and wants a boyfriend in her own social circle who shares her interests. Perhaps the pursuer calling himself a nice guy is purposely being nice to her in the hopes that he will get a BJ out of it.

I have been in situations where I felt pressured by a guy who always starts off with, “hey, I’m a nice guy” into having sex with him soon after he shows a few courteous gestures. True, real nice guys are never like this. They are genuinely nice people, and contrary to common belief, they do “get the girl”, but they get the right kind of girl. The girl who of course, is going to share interests and goals with him. I know plenty of nice guys with girlfriends.  But on the internet, anyone can claim to be the “nice guy” based on an archetype that may only be half-way based on truth, or, perhaps presented from a specific perspective, from a specific type of “clique”.

But what I want to see are the true nice guys reclaiming their title. The term gets tossed around like some sort of badge by people who probably don’t even fit the prerequisital list of traits.

Here are a few humorous examples, to lighten the mood here, while also solidifying my stance

(via devongoestoheaven-deactivated20)

— 1 year ago with 3 notes

#fake nice guys  #phony nice guys 
This is absolutely beautiful. For a second I didn&#8217;t realize it was a painting. 

This is absolutely beautiful. For a second I didn’t realize it was a painting. 

(Source: elephantwhiskers, via kaleidoscopicexpressions)

— 1 year ago with 11425 notes

#squid  #octopus  #sea creature  #deep sea creature  #tentacles  #art  #ocean  #hydrozoa